When the director of the award-winning film, A Plastic Ocean, reaches out and offers you his seat at a fully booked screening because you left it to the last minute, the correct answer is, “yes”.
Thank you, Craig.
I was expecting to see a horror film, but instead I was moved to tears by a most beautiful love story about the wonder that is our little blue planet.
“From knowing comes caring. From caring comes change.” Craig Leeson
It is clear from the opening moments that this moving film is a real life love story about our oceans from a team who is clearly in love with their work and that plastic is not the enemy. Plastic is oil in another form and our landfills are bursting with this untapped resource. Durable plastics are one of our greatest inventions. Single use disposable plastics have become an addiction and it is time for an intervention.
BYOB – bottle, bag, bowl … and whatever else you can think of.
Be the change.
Update: 20 May 2018
Plastic fishing
Today’s catch – I had help from my new friend, Craig. He’s 9. Same name, different Craig. We had fun fishing together. And I got some good fresh air and exercise. Imagine the wildlife that won’t mistake these bits for food. As long as the sea continues to offer me plastic bags, I will accept her invitation to fill them.
UPDATE: 21 May 2018
Plastic fishing box and a “Clean Bag”
Just when I thought there would be no bags today, I looked out and saw a polystyrene box floating in on the horizon. I waited patiently while it drifted in on the waves until it was close enough to grab and fill … and that’s when the bags showed up. I snagged a lovely, durable blue bag and a couple of big shopping bags and stashed them in my secret, shady spot for future use. I’m not exactly sure what is meant by a “Clean Bag” or how it relates to “Clean Heart & Nature” but it was printed on one of the bags I fished it from the sea today.
The HK Marine Department makes a contribution.Australia’s beautiful bag
Gone FishingDonald Francis Kinzie (25 February 1926 – 29 March 2018) Thanks for the genes. #family #gonefishing
If you can, kiss, hug or call your dad today.
“You can’t go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.” C.S. Lewis
Celebrating 60 years of marriage — 12 October 2017 at the Pike Lake Community HallCelebrating 60 years of marriage — 12 October 2017 at the Pike Lake Community HallThe Kinzie family photo – sometime in the 70sMy first selfie — 1994The Kinzie family at Ethel Smith’s (Mom’s mom) funeral in 1996
On this day dedicated to women of influence, I am grateful for the love and guidance of my Mom (in the cool shades) who was always there for me, even when I thought she wasn’t.
Every year, on the way home from the hatchery Mom dropped by our one-room school with baby chicks to teach the other kids what she was teaching us about raising chickens. The cute blonde is Gail.
She taught me everything I know about living on a shoestring, organizing gatherings, growing food, preparing meals, caring for animals, raising children, holding on and letting go.
Don & Hazel Kinzie – 12 October 1957
Married just shy of her 18th birthday, the first of her 7 babies was born less than a year later. At 25, she was caring for a newborn girl, 1-year-old boy, 2-year-old girl (me), 4-year-old boy and 6-year old boy in a house with an outdoor toilet, wood stove, ringer washer, no hot running water and a bathtub that hung on a nail outside. When giving directions to the farm, she would tell visitors they would know they were in the right yard if they saw rows of diapers on the clothes line.
Our little house on the prairie where we lived until I was 6
She trusted me from a young age with great responsibility. When I was 6, she relied on me to care for Gail and often left me charge of my 2 younger siblings as well. Cooking and cleaning and babysitting and entertaining and organizing and weeding the garden and feeding the chickens and collecting eggs and milking the cows and feeding the calves and hauling bales and driving tractor and learning to drive a stick shift at age 10 — I loved my grown-up childhood.
The Kinzie kids – 1969
Still famous today for her huge and bountiful garden, she grew and preserved all our vegetables for the long winters. She raised chickens for eggs and for meat, along with turkeys. We milked 2 cows every morning and night and she sold cream and eggs for grocery money. The beef in our freezer came from the feedlot over the hill where we were all responsible for hauling chop, feeding hay and spreading straw bales.
I got pretty good at hockey on the creek down the hill.
Holidays were for city people. We were responsible for making our own fun.
To this day, I wonder how she managed to accept my decisions to climb to the very top of the tree or take the chainsaw to clear dead trees around the yard or hop on the motorbike wearing cutoffs, a halter top and thongs. Helmet? I’m not sure we owned one. I might have neglected to tell her about my love of speed – trusting my instincts at 50mph to stay on the single tire track on the gravel roads.
Harvest with Hazel at the wheel
She drove the combine in fall, leaving me to the yard chores and feeding everyone in shifts during harvest. I would get off the school bus at age 13 and there would be a package of meat thawing on the kitchen counter — my only clue as to what was on the menu for supper — and all the veggies were in the garden.
There was no gender divide in the work, only the rights. Men have. Women do. Each of my brothers was given a heifer calf at age 10 to start their own herd and a quarter section of land to start their own farm. I was given permission to babysit in the community for $1/hour when I was 14.
At age 16, Dad told me the farm would be divided 3 ways. When I asked him about his 6 kids, he said: “if you girls can’t find someone to marry you and take care of you, then I don’t feel sorry for you.” I confirmed this with him when we spoke last October after I crashed their 60th wedding anniversary celebration.
Yes, Mom confirmed that I wasn’t invited to the big family gathering and she wanted to know that I understood why and that I was okay with it. I assured her that I understand how family works and I wouldn’t miss it. When my cousin sent me a message to ask if I was coming to the party, I asked, “what party?”. Then, I cleared out my bank account to buy the ticket and hop on the plane and gathered my courage to show up unannounced. It was the right, though incredibly difficult, move.
With Mom and sisters Bonnie and Gail at my convocation — University of Saskatchewan – 6 May 1984
I was the first of our family to graduate high school and she slipped me bits of cash from her milk money after I rebelled, applied in secret and left home against Dad’s wishes to attend the University of Saskatchewan. She had graduated grade 8 and he had left school after grade 10.
Early on, I discovered the disdain of the rural population for the educated elite who were out to brainwash me. When I drove out to the farm every Saturday to give piano lessons, he would ask, “so, how’s Miss University?” It was not a compliment. Money is the root of all evil and I had learned that people with money are evil. I checked this with him later in life and he stands by his belief. Even though he raised me to be respectful and generous and community-minded, I would become evil if I made lots of money. What a relief it was to know I had not made it up. Hearing him say that out loud helped me make sense of my financial struggles over the years. It also made sense when Mom showed up alone with my sisters to attend my convocation, struggling to admit that he had decided to attend a heavy equipment auction in his role as Rural Municipality Councillor instead.
Gifted wedding pics – 4 September 1985
When I eloped at age 22, she sneaked into the house and left a bottle of bubbles with a single red rose to let me know she was okay with it. They had already welcomed Kelly into the family and he was familiar, coming from a family of 6 as well. Though he was not a farm kid, he did his best and bonded with my brothers doing all the stupid shit they loved to do. Neither of us wanted a big wedding and we were both from big families with married siblings whose idea of wedding was a minimum of 200 guests at the church basement or community hall. We had decided that the only way to manage it was to not tell anyone until it was over and that the only way to manage that was to marry within 48 hours of making the decision.
My first (and only) obituary. Gail Denise Kinzie 11 Nov 1968 – 25 Dec 1987
When we said goodbye to Gail in 1987, she left me in charge — once again relying on the strength she had instilled in me. Nothing could prepare anyone for the tragedy that was a head-on car collision between Gail and her boyfriend heading to the city to spend a bit of time with his Mom at the end of a full Christmas Day.
They had just finished fixing up that old pick-up truck and finally got plates for it. He was driving the truck and she was going to drop off her girlfriend’s car just down the road on their way. The roads were icy. She spun around and went into the ditch. When she went to pull on the road, she was facing oncoming traffic. Having had the same accident, I recognize the urge to get back on the highway. She waited for a set of headlights to pass. I imagine she thought that must be Mark — he was right behind her. She didn’t realize that Mark had to wait for a car before pulling on to the highway off. She pulled on the highway, he came over the hill and they were both on black ice. In the third car was a doctor, who had stopped when he saw her in the ditch. Her chest hit the steering wheel and broke a rib that pierced her heart. My uncle had left the farm just behind them and was first on the scene. He went to her window and she looked up at him with glass in her eyes, then she closed those beautiful blue eyes for the last time. I will always be grateful for that. Uncle Ed left us a few years ago and I feel them both here with me as I write …
In memory of Gail
Mom stepped in to take over the care and feeding Gail’s flock of sheep and when she won Grand Champion Market Lamb at the Western Canadian Agribition (one of North America’s largest livestock shows) the following year, there wasn’t a dry eye in the house. Everyone knew and loved Gail and recognized the courage it took for a mother to honor her daughter’s memory in this way. She went on to win many awards and many were with her grandchildren.
When I told her I was divorcing in 1991, she wondered out loud if perhaps marriage was not my thing and we had long conversations about her own relationship with an old-school conservative male from the last century and how she had made peace with her choice.
When I left for Hong Kong in 1992, she said, “nothing you do surprises me any more” and handed me a card at the airport with instructions not to open it until I was half way across the Pacific Ocean. The tears came when I said goodbye to Kim, and she said, “don’t you two start or you’ll get me started and I won’t stop.”
This became an even more poignant memory when when I said goodbye to Kim on 5 October 2016 for the last time. In Kim’s honor, I arranged to surprise Mom with a lunch date (I had help from her sneaky best friend) when I flew home for 5 days to attend the funeral and realized I would be home for her birthday. We had not spoken in five years and Kim had struggled with the distance between Mom and me after we had been so close for so long, even though she understood the reason why.
Mom is the only member of my immediate family to book the flight and visit me in Hong Kong.
We applied for her passport and she came for a visit in early 2000 but she cut the trip short because city life really didn’t suit her. While I was working to start my own business, she didn’t have the confidence to go out on her own and navigate around Sai Ying Pun where everything looked the same, she could recognize no landmarks and was uncertain of her ability to get directions in a world where everyone spoke Chinese. Still, after meeting my friends and seeing the sights, she said, “now I see why you like it here.”
Neither of us spoke of the truth of what had driven me to the other side of the planet. The unwritten agreement to keep the unspoken secret was still intact after all those years. She never again asked when I would be moving home.
Over the past 25 years, my single greatest expense (aside from crazy HK rent) has been the many long-haul fights from Hong Kong to Saskatoon where I did my best to stay connected with a family that was my entire social life growing up and building relationships with 9 nieces and nephews, most of them born after I moved away. Now, there are grand-nieces and grand-nephews and most of my 46 first cousins have kids and grandchildren of their own.
Time with grandchildren brings joy — especially when one of them is such a strong reminder of a lost daughter.
The lessons have not all been easy and, when I take a moment to step out of my own shit and look back on her life, I am truly inspired.
Everything I know about responsibility and resilience and resourcefulness and community service, I most certainly learned from her.
Everyday life on the farm.
I welcome the day she is ready to welcome me back into her life and our family.
Until then, in respect for her wishes, I continue my healing journey on my own.
We’ve come a long, long way.
I miss my mom.
If you can, kiss, hug or call your mom today.
“You can’t go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.” C.S. Lewis
Celebrating 60 years of marriage — 12 October 2017 at the Pike Lake Community HallThe Kinzie kidsThe Kinzie family photo – sometime in the 70sThe Kinzie family 1994The Kinzie family 1996The Kinzie family at Ethel Smith’s (Mom’s mom) funeral in 1996
Local volunteers warn of growing risk to the public health as Hong Kong residents collect contaminated palm oil to take home for upcycling craft projects and cooking.
(Hong Kong – 13 August 2017) Volunteers on the front lines of local clean-up efforts urge the media to inform the public of health hazards related to contaminated palm oil washing up on Hong Kong shores as they are becoming increasingly concerned while official reports downplay health concerns.
According to Dr. Robert Lockyer, a volunteer who is coordinating clean-up efforts, direct contact should be avoided. Some cleanup volunteers, including Lockyer, have been ill after direct contact, reporting symptoms of diarrhea nausea, vomiting and several incidents of dizziness. Symptom onset is 4 to 6 hours after contact and lasts around 12 to 20 hours.
The HKSAR government issued a news release on 7 August 2017 stating, “palm oil is non-toxic and harmless, commonly found in food packing materials and cosmetics.” Local officials continue to describe the palm oil as non-toxic and “harmless” officially referring to the substance as “palm stearin.”
“We need to get the information out that this is not cool to be taking home,” says Lockyer. “People are collecting the contaminated oil in tubs and taking it home, relying on information reported by government officials that is widely published by the media.” A number of local residents were seen collecting the oil over the weekend.
“Many HK residents especially elderly, trust and believe media and government, “says Lockyer.
Speaking to reporters on Wednesday 9 August, Under Secretary for the Environment Tse Chin-wan said “you will see that many instant noodles have palm oil in them.”
Local residents “think it’s safe and they are taking it home for “craft and candles/soap — one lady even said it’s good to cook animal food in as it is cheaper than normal oil for cooking,” says Lockyer. “It is mostly Chinese locals who are collecting.the palm oil and one NGO hosted an upcycling Candle From The Sea workshop with it today and that has portrayed the ‘it’s all safe‘ message. They think that if an environmental NGO is making candles with it, then it must be really totally safe,” he said.
Palm oil is edible and not hazardous in small quantities, but “it’s like a big magnet sucking all the crud from the water and as an organic substance it is functioning like a huge petri dish for bacteria,” says Lockyer. He urges the public to stay away from all beaches until the spill has been completely cleaned.
The palm oil coats plastic trash and the plastic trash floats ashore, collecting marine bacteria and micro-organisms as it lands on beach or in sand and decays. Clumps of palm stearin absorb micro-plastics, marine debris and chemicals dumped into the sea.
Oil spills from ships are relatively common in Hong Kong and the edible palm oil may have hazardous effects when it absorbs toxins from the ocean, according to Gary Stokes of Sea Shepherd Conservation Society. Stokes also reported symptoms following contact with the oil The HKSAR reported two convictions for water pollution offences in July. An oil spill was reported at Castle Peak Bay Beach in Tuen Mun on 11 August.
The ballast water that stabilizes marine vessels is the greatest source of harmful bacteria. Last November, in the absence of global regulations, The International Maritime Organization issued a voluntary protocol suggesting that ships flush their ballast tanks 200 nautical miles (370 km) from land.
Government agencies have so far collected more than 194 tonnes of palm oil spilled in the Pearl River Estuary after a collision south of Hong Kong on 3 August between the Japanese GMS chemical tanker Global Apollon carrying 9,000 tons of raw palm oil and the Pacific International Lines containership Kota Ganteng. The Global Apollon remains at anchor in the waters near the Chinese Guishan Islands south west of Hong Kong’s Soko Islands.
The Food & Environmental Hygiene Department predicts a larger wave next week as a further 600-700 tonnes of palm oil could be at sea drifting with the currents in the direction of Hong Kong.
The government continues to issue warnings that people should not let children and pets play with or ingest the soft, white pieces of palm oil continuing to arrive on Hong Kong shorelines with each tide.
